SycamoreSea

there's a bitter sort of irony in the idea that you two love each other. it's not much of a secret that neither of you are all that good at keeping people-- i hold on much longer than i should, & i still let both of you go. sunshine girl, you should know that i put my all into you. you were my future & i believed in us more strongly than anyone else. somehow you still let me down. i know that you are human & that i am a lot to deal with, but you expected too much of me. you wanted me to put you first & when i told you i did, you never believed me. that disbelief taught me to question myself, & in the end it taught me t